Hello my lovelies!
I’ve never tackled a blog post like this before so please bear with me, it may all come tumbling out and make absolutely no sense!
I’ll admit I’ve been very lucky and up until last week had never experienced any kind of online hate or trolling.
I remained blissfully ignorant as to how much your confidence can be obliterated in no time at all with a handful of comments from strangers.
Having recently put together a piece of content I was incredibly proud of (and something the brand themselves had been very complimentary of, enough so that they asked to feature it in an ad campaign) I was horrified to learn that my appearance was the subject of many negative discussions.
When I first came across the comments my initial reaction was one of confusion.
I don’t know these people. What have I done to deserve such an attack?
It’s hard to comprehend the mentality of trolls when you would never dream of being so hurtful to anyone. I cried and I’m not ashamed or embarrassed to admit that. Putting your heart and soul into something only for others to try and tear you down is sickening.
So what have I learned and how can help someone else who may be experiencing the same thing for the first time?
The answer is, I’m not completely sure to be honest. Personally in the days following my own experience I managed to find humour in the comments. At the sheer silliness of the things people were saying and the fact that their opinions didn’t matter in the grand scheme of my life.
I refuse to let anyone take away something I have the righty to be so proud of. I will never again let another person make me feel small or insignificant.
My biggest piece of advice though is to never isolate yourself if you’re feeling attacked because it will allow those comments to burrow and fester. To implant themselves into your subconscious. Speak to your friends. Speak to your family. Let them pick you up, support you and comfort you. Listen to their kind words and believe them but above all believe in yourself.
You’re amazing. Don’t let anyone, let alone an insecure stranger make you believe differently.